For our system we find that being front for long stretches can help a person work through memories and begin to get closure on them. Many before have done this, but it is unnatural.
I mean how am I supposed to go from pushing stuff away automatically to thinking about it, and why would I want to? They say to get closure, but hell how is that possible, I don’t believe I will get closure, yet i’m expected to try anyways.
Well fuck I don’t want to. I don’t want to think about it, or work on anything, last time I did the inside world flooded.