Depression has settled in heavy.
Crying or on the verge all the time.
Can’t recall it ever being this bad.
Not sure what to do.
Last week there was a family emergency and we rushed back to the hometown to be with our nana and pap (good influences in our lives). Pap was in a serious car accident where he flipped his car, he was on a ventilator for a day, but is doing much better now.
We just got back yesterday from being there, and we are emotionally exhausted.
All I know is that I sit here crying, tears on and off all day today.
All I know is that I hurt emotionally, physically.
All I know is that I am tired, yet can’t sleep.