Pills leave me feeling warm, fussy, empty, devoid of thought, memory,
emotions. Just there- just being, breathing, staring.
Pills don’t give me a hangover, may me puke, or get a dui (never had that).
Pills are easy to take, quick, tasteless.
Pills help me sleep- alcohol makes the room and my bed spin.
Pills are harder to get, alcohol is easy and cheap. Pills keep me
safer as there isn’t an endless supply.