A collection of thoughts written in the hopes of getting some sleep…………
– how dare mike join the gym I go to? Then act like I am the one who
did him wrong. He walked out on nathan his best friend, leaving us
with a rental agreement and bills to pay. All these years later it
still pisses me off.
-why does it seem like some people just can’t be willing to do
different? It is judgemental perhaps to say that, took us a long time
to be ready to talk and that is only about somethings. What bothers
me is the contstant reason to not choose different. Its ok to not be
ready- and its ok to say that.
-Why is it troy wakes up seemingly terrified. Is it simple nightmares
or is he possibly picking up on the spiritual activity in the house
-im down another pound. That is a total of 58 since troy was born.
-why can the mother support us in loosing weight but not in healing?
-why does Leesa want to merge? Why does any system meber want to merge.
-why has getting our license changed things so much? Suddenly we feel
adult, we feel like adults, in control, in charge of our lives again.
The mother looses power as we feel like adults.
– as I filled out a seasonal job application today. It occured to me –
have no personal references that aren’t family. how do I get around
that? What does that mean for finding a few hour a week job?
– why are we still unsure about facing the camping memories? When it
has cost us a weekend away?
-why are we nervous about watching our youngest neice and nephew this
weekend. We will make decent money that we need, and we are around
Why has all our journaling lately been typing on this phone? Why
can’t we use our hand written journal or the computer one? Why the